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Seems like only yesterday Alone in your room Making plans for the day Taking for granted life, we two Ten years gone by and I find myself Walking with someone new I pause, reflect on memories Stories only shared with a few Safe to dream of another life Saved from fear in my dream last night Sail away in the morning light I don’t wanna keep this inside If I saw you today Would you still remember me? Did I change your life the way I know you forever altered me? Haunted by events of that day You know it’s with me all the time I see the truth now And I’m glad I crossed the line Safe to dream of another life Saved from fear in my dream last night Sail away in the morning light I don’t wanna keep this inside Safe to dream of another life See that face when I close my eyes Welcome back in the morning light Take the pain, won’t give up this fight
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They look alike, but deep inside He’s in charge, a controller His expectations, she can’t fulfill And he would always control her She’s not the daddy’s girl from magazines She’s leaving now that she’s older Waltz with me Won’t you dance for me Waltz with me, my love Waltz with me Won’t you stand and smile for me Waltz with me, my love A wedding dance should bring All the joy to make them sing Spinning around on the dance floor But one wrong turn was all it took The story’s ending, close the book Is that so much now to ask for? Waltz with me Won’t you dance for me Waltz with me, my love Waltz with me Won’t you stand and smile for me Waltz with me, my love She’s not his little girl This is no bedtime story She’s locking the door with a nail Her father before her And his before him She’s breaking the cycle He’s failed
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I know what you say when we’re together What do you say when we’re apart? How can you sit there so calmly? Your blue eyes wrenching at my heart I want to be safe when I’m not with you Who will protect me when I leave? How will I find my way back here? I guess I will embrace this and believe I guess I’ll embrace this and believe I’ve lived my life, too afraid to try It’s you and me and no one is watching I know which things are right And which are wrong I’m gonna go, give in, feel it all now, and fly I thought I knew right from wrong (I walk down another street) I thought I knew right from wrong (The story is incomplete) I did not think you would know (I walk down another street) I did not think you would know (The story is incomplete)
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Power Play 03:48
Controlling your small world With power and fear You’ve never had to face the fact That your weakness is clear Preying on the blameless to inflate your own hate And berating all my minor flaws to create a bad fate It’s a power play Your voice insinuating Deep inside my head Accusing me of failure Wanting someone else instead Disgusted by the others that are not like you Who never look and act and think they’re good enough for you Make your power play He said that all you did was wrong, a waste and a shame Did he tell all your friends that you were to blame? Did he knock you all down until you played his game? Attack your self esteem until it went up in flame?
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Screamer 04:13
A kick in the head that you’ll never forget A character actor in a third rate show Hit the nail on the head, but it’s not dead yet A chain reactor and it’s ready to blow Way down inside, wake up your pride A loud angry cry, the black cloud will rise Blinding lights are filling the room Confusion reigns in a break from reality A plain white rose cuts through the gloom In contrast to the raging brutality The wilding crowd has now turned away The sun’s going down, it’s the end of the day Open your eyes, see beyond this disguise And the torrent has dried, to disclose all his lies
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Lazy SOB 04:35
You say you want me, but you’ll never know You say you want me, but you’ll never know You say you want me, but you’ll never know I don’t know I’m falling I don’t know I’m falling I don’t know I’m falling in love You say you listen, but you’ll never know You say you listen, but you’ll never know You say you listen, but you’ll never know I don’t know I’m falling I don’t know I’m falling I don’t know I’m falling in love You’ve got to look around And wonder what’s going on You’ve got to look around And see that the light’s not on But if you stay with me, I promise to Always be there and to be so true Even though I cannot say I’m falling in love Falling in love You say you love me, but you’ll never know You say you love me, but you’ll never know You say you love me, but you’ll never know I don’t know I’m falling I can’t say that I’m falling I know I’m not falling in love Don’t tell me I’m falling in love Don’t tell me I’m falling in love I don’t want to fall in love Don’t tell me you’re falling in love
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Obscura 04:44
A darkened chamber The flashes break through the black tomb A familiar stranger The visions betrayed in the back room Like the scene of a crime Chalk outlines of yesterday Traced over and over again A magic lantern Her photograph is in focus A traced pattern Exposure to his hypnosis Project a fading memory, over and over Straight lines converge The images invert in plain view Faint memories emerge A trick of the light Seems to shine through The sharper the image The deeper the cut of the tattoo Lose yourself in obscura, over and over
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Doubt 06:59
Here’s a song that goes an extra mile And it won’t be long that we’re trying not to smile We’ve gotten bolder as we’ve gotten older And the song is tossed aside Hey, she’s flying, yeah, she’s crying now She’s dying, yeah, she’s flying down She’s forgotten all that she was told And the thorn has torn the hedges and the fold She’s out for the evening, but the railing is weakening And over the edge she goes Hey, she’s flying, yeah, she’s crying now She’s dying, yeah, she’s flying down
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Metal Man 04:52
Your red seduction draws me in The glow, this calming space I see the peace you falsify upon the other’s face I’ll take a chance and draw you in Forgetting what I know You take my sight and sound away And then you make your show Do you see? The metal man’s inside I just saw the metal man takes you for a ride Did you see? The metal man took my sight and sound I don’t like the metal man He’s banging in my head His hammer makes a strike at me The sound and flash, the torture, fear The grinding’s all I hear Do you see? The metal man’s inside I just saw the metal man takes you for a ride Did you see? The metal man took my sight and sound I’ve become the metal man Accidental lover for a day Tormenting demon here to stay Draw me in, there’s no other way Look around, I’ll take your sight and sound Like a ship, no chart, you’ve run aground You know this ride is heading down
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Rising through the fog I feel a sin coming on I’m blinded by the haze All my senses gone before the Threat comes over me An overwhelming song She’s gone silent And sinking deeper down She’s compliant Below the surface now Trapped in anxiety She tears her evening gown The margins are wider now We’re trying not to drown Spiraling far away His self control disappears He’s hearing swirling sounds His pulse is in his ears A violent pounding now It feeds the mounting fear Static surrounds him now To push him in higher gear Hushed, now motionless The silence and stillness Are far more dangerous And harder to avoid Shake her, wake her Before she can collapse Take her, break her And keep her under wraps A charming smile hides teeth
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Defiance 05:10
Defy the blame In the wake of the shame of it all I won’t play ball I’m resisting temptation to Tear down the wall In a rage of frustration Once and for all Experimentation will end and then The games of reaction will fall Waiting for the dawn Waiting for the dawn Waiting for the dawn Reliant, compliant, tyrant Silent, giant, defiant When you’re driven From the rules you’ve been given Transitions And the haze clouds your vision Decisions As your conviction comes undone “All of a sudden, I see all these flashing metal lights and this big noise of yang, yang yang… This repeated grind in my head: yang yang yang. “And at the same time, I see this metallic man hammering at the ground! What in the hell am I looking at? That is not there! That metal man just kept flashing at me at the beat of that noise grind that was going on in my head. And then it just melted. “And then I could see again.”
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Herbal Tea 02:09
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Resolve 05:01
See through distorted lenses of memory Free unsupported traces of treachery Expecting nothing Forward moving So it goes Lingering in the background The scarred long-term reverie Bell jar and caged bird Break the glass menagerie Sharpening the foreground Avoiding camaraderie Afar and unheard Unsatisfactory Raising yourself from below Let it go! Let it go Let it go Let it go Dream of another life Saved from fear in my dream last night Let it go Sail away in the morning light Don’t keep this inside Let it go Take the pain, won’t give up the fight No, don’t give up the fight Let it go Dream of another life Dream of another life

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The sub-conscious mind does things to us while we sleep. Monsters usually turn out to be only shadows. But not always.

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released June 19, 2020

Ted Spradling: vocals, guitars, fretted and fretless bass guitars, samples
Steven Day Carter: drums, and not one damned cowbell
Deane Arnold: vocals, guitars, keyboards, virtual instruments, loops, samples

Performed by Spradling, Carter and Arnold
Recorded and arranged by Deane Arnold
Mixed and mastered by Joe Viers, sonicloungestudios.com
Produced by Ted Spradling and Deane Arnold

Additional Performers:

Rick Tossmann, guitar: Screamer (first solo)
Dave Manring, guitar: Screamer (second solo), Power Play
Steve Matthews, electronic drums: Metal Man
Daphne Martin, narration: Defiance

MIxed Choir (Resolve): Ted, Deane, Steve, Kim Crawford, Deborah Wright, Catherine Arnold

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Deane Arnold Columbus, Ohio

I make music. When I'm not making music, I make art. I paint, I sculpt, and I carve pumpkins.

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